I lost 5lbs already, without doing much. I walk 2 times a week, other than that didn't do anything else. I'm really lazy now when it comes to exercise. And I dont have the time to do that. Next option really is going under the knife.I still need to lose 60lbs more.
I posted a blog few weeks ago about trying to lose weight. But I got insecured about it and kept it as draft only instead of posting it here. I was a ramp model some few years ago, and back then I didn't have a problem on what to wear. Now with at least 50lbs above my normal weight I will need a tummy tuck before I fit in my old clothes. I also have to consider liposuction, sometimes I get desperate that I tell myself that the moment I get enough money I'll do liposuction. Its really frustrating to see myself on the mirror. It would have been a lot better if I've always been big, a little easier to take since I'm so used to it. But no, I was a ramp model for God's sake!
One good thing about getting fat is that I get big breast too, no need for breast augmentation. But wait, if lose all the weight after the liposuction and tummy tuck, I might need that too.
There are a lot of people who will consider that. I would if I have the money or the courage, to go under the knife. There are a lot of not surgical treatments out there too I'm sure rodeo drive offers that too.
47 comments:
wow! a super model =)
that's great that you can loose 5 lbs! =)
you know when i am still attending aero i didnt lose such weight for 3 months!
youre great nga eh!!
and you still need more 30lbs to lose?!?
i am not a super model but i weigh 90lbs when i was still single
but now im 101 lbs already!!!
my tummy is so yuckie!!!
i hate to see myself like this!
esp when i feel like im so panget na and ikinahihiya na ko ng hubby ko =(
i can wear xs sizes before but now im wearing medium sizes!!!!
and sometimes LARGE!!!! argh!!!!
naniniwala ka bang mataba ka na at panget ka na kapag di ka na inaaya ng partner mo sa occassions? naranasan mo n b yun??
i hate myself for being mataba!!!!
people keep on saying im not mataba nmn daw... i dont believe them coz can see it in the mirror!
next year i will try to lose weight again!
i feel so insecure you know...
i know my hubby loves me but this feelings are killing me!
my insecurities giving me a hard time calming myself!
whenever my hubby has an occassion to attend and hes not inviting me....
feeling ko ikinahihiya nya na ko =(
although he's telling me that "kaya di kita iniinvite kasi di pede outsider" =(
i know its true but still there's something in my head that keeps on popping out!
"mataba ka na kasi" , "di kana kasi pang display!"!!!! i hate this thoughts!!!!
i have to go to gym again and make my self healthy and beautiful!!!
and you, GO GIRL!!! make yourself back to its original figure!
gogogo!!!! and be a super model again! =)
being sexy means a lot!
aside from being healthy...it can also boost self confidence!
again go girl!!!! =)
and me too, il wait till this year ends and il start being sexy again!
walk 2 times a week what a great idea
how long did you walk?
if you are working near home it is good idea to walk there
yeah super model
I know I need to lose wieght
Jes I think sitting down put on weight
Jes what is aero?
do you mean aerobic?
I try that before but I was not interested any more
its so tiring
funny thought, yesterday sis asking me why my shirt so small
I told her its XL size
then I said maybe its the cutting
you know some designed are just small
hope lose weight is easy...
today no newspaper as 26 dec
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