There is some serenity in watching you sleep. This is one of the habits that i've developed since you came in to my life. I remember the very first night that we are together. This was our first night home, I think you were about 3 days old then. Everybody was sleeping already, but I stared at you all night. I was overwhelmed with so much live for you, the first time I ever felt, that I cant even bare to sleep. I was too afraid to lose you. I stayed up all night to watch you sleep, holding your chest once in a while to check if your still breathing. Call me paranoid, but I have so much love overflowing that I dont even want to close my eyes for a second. Because that single second is one second now seeing you.
Years has passed and your turning three in a few months, but I still watch you sleep. Not so much because of paranoia, but I just love that feeling of security, of calmness, of blessings to have you with me. Even if sometimes I wasnt the one to put you to bed, just putting you beside me and looking at you so peacfully gives me warmth.
There is so much joy in watching you sleep. The sense of accomplishment that we just finished our day. Knowing that as you sleep by my side also simbolizes you being with me, by my side my whole life, that I will never be alone again. That eagerness for me to see you wake up the next morning, either waking me up, or simply smiling.
Those are the treasures I hold on to, everytime I look at you.
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22 comments:
so true... precious blessing from God :)
and time passes by rather quickly doesnt it? especially with little ones...
i also love to watch my 2 kids while they sleep
so peaceful and so amazing...
my mom used to watch me sleep
I dont like that.. its creepy
feeling weird I mean
but now I know!
like you said in post
I understand why
even grown up she still watch me sleep
my mom will always wake me up when I was a kid
time for school and I will cry
school start 7.30 but bus come 6.30am
wake up 6am
not enough sleep so cry
kids sleep like angel
I love sleep sideway
I think mom will watch over kids no matter how
my dad call me so I was not comment just now
oh yeah my dad snore so loud at night
jea snore?
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