Part 3- The most romantic date ever!

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He called the hotel and talked to me that night. The cadet in the visitor's hall told him I was there, he asked me if I can come back the next day to see him. Of course I said yes. The next day, I went back to PMA fortunately taxis are allowed inside already, it tuned out Gloria, already president at that time went to PMA the day before the reason for the strict security. So I waited again in the visotr's hall and I finally got to see him at 9am. I didn't tell him anything about the drama the day before, it is not his fault anyway, but I told him that my Bus back to Manila leaves 11am so we only have 1hour to be together. He brought me to the bowling area and asked me to wait there so that he can change his clothes. He always has to wear his uniform when he is in the buildings, visitor's hall included. So I waited for about 15 mins and he is back, now in jogging pants and sweatshirt. He said that's the only clothes they can wear when they are in the "training grounds" (not sure about the term I forgot already). WE went to the back of the PMA, where no outsiders can go, only cadets, so he sneaked me in. He told me that he will bring me in a very nice spot that her heard from the other cadets. We went past the logs, slides and other obstackle course that they use for training he even showed me how to rapel or something can't really remember, he went from 1 point to another hanging from the rope which is 2 storeys high strapped himself like a snake, it almost tore his shirt. Then he went on looking for the perfect spot, I was left there for a while. Then I heard something inside the bushes, it turned out that he almost fall in the ravine but didn't shout for help.. haha muntik ng mahulog sa bangin.. He didn't find the perfect spot, we settled to sit under a very huge old pine tree sorrounded by beautiful wild flowers on top of a clift watching the sunrise. OF course he asked me to stay the whole afternoon which made me miss my bus home. We sat there talking about eachother and our plans for the future. Very sweet just like in the movies.

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Tayong Dalawa- Jake Cuenca

I don't usually blogabout teleserye, but the upcoming Tayong Dalawa with Jake Cuenca really caught my eye, specifically because he looks so muc like my ex. I had a boyfriend who looks a lot like him and he was in Philippine Military Academy. We split a long time ago about 8 years ago, right after he left PMA, but seeing Jake Cuenca in uniform who looks soooo much like him sent me back to memory lane. My ex only had a different haircut, much worse than what Jake Cuenca is sporting. Cadets are assigned by groups he was in G-Golf, and they all had the same haircut. I hated the way he looked, the first time I saw him when I first went to Baguio to visit him. He is so ugly, at least not the "jake cuenca" look. He got so dark and that haircut was just awful, he lost a lot of weight too. But that was memorable, I'll forever treasure that memory.

That was October 2000, there was a typhoon, but I didn't I care, I went on to travel 300km by bus. My mom was with me, and going to PMA after 16 years was very exciting. The first time I saw Baguio was when I was just 3 years old. So I called him through phone a few days ago and told him I was coming to see him. That day, I went to look for him in the visitors area, forgot what they called it. The cadet called his room and told him that he has a visitor, but he wasn't there. So went around the PMA first to take some photos. I met another cadet, Baguis, that's his surname, he turned out that he is also a Plebe so he knows JP personally. so we asked him, so Baguis looked for him, he heard that he is in AWSLAI, so we went there. But we didn't find him. We went back to visitors hall and asked the Cadet to phone him again, and who ever answered the phone said he will send the message that we are waiting for him.

About 30mins or more after, he finally arrived in the visitor's area. He said that he was already ready to see me at 5am, as he know I was coming. He prepared the night before, he fixed all his things, fixed his bed, shine the shoes, fixed his uniform and everything that he has to do the night before. In fact he even slept of the floor so that the bed sheets will not be wrinkled the next morning to be ready for inspection. He even hid in AWSLAI so that no higher ranking cadet will see him to make him do some chores. But, since I am so kulet and I kept on calling the phone to let him know that I was there, the higher ranking cadet knew that he has a visitor and therefore "punished" him first, made him iron some clothes and other chores, that's why he was late. When I saw him, he didn't even hugged me or something, so I was mad. It turned out that they should not touch their visitors at all, not even to "bless" / "mano" to their parents.

this is a long story but really, really sweet, I urge you to be back and read the continuation.
to be continued,

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My mission

I have just posted my Think Thin Thursday entry for this week, I am really on the verge of trying to make myself beautiful again. I've lost my shine when I started to neglect myself, but finally I have over come my deppression if that is the cause why I became 60lbs heavier. I would like to believe that I like to looks beautiful again so that I can feel better about myself. Ever since I became a mom, little J became the world to me, I love her beyond the stars, does making me neglect myself on the process. Almost 4 years has passed, I think it is time to think of myself. I used to be a ramp model and with that I can really say that I looked gorgeaus, but not now. My 36-23-26 figure is now double. In fact I completely forgot to take care of myself that I even got acne and a little varicouse veins, maybe also due to lack of exercise. I used to exercise at least 4 hours a day, being a volleybal player I am obliged to train/exercise from 2pm to 6pm. I also did a regular visit to the gym after college, but sometimes when the priority shifts I tend to worry more on how to raise money and raise my kid. I complete forgot about myself, I really need to do diet now to lose the 60lbs I gained.I am so big that I will not need any breast uplift. I need to exercise, even though I am so lazy to do it, specially now with the cold weather, all I wanted is to lay down in my bed and sleep. But, I really have to start and look in the mirror to finally see who I have become, somebody that I don't want to be.

First step diet, next would be exercise.



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My New Years Resolution

I will list down 10 New Years Resolution. I am crossing my fingers that I can do it this time.
1. My biggest issue really is my weight, ever since I became I mom I neglected myself and didn't really care how I look, because of that I gained 60lbs in 3 years. So my first goal for this year is to lose weight. I would like to join Think Think Thursdays to keep track of my progress. Hope this will help me, stick to my goal.
2. Next to my weight, my problem would be my temper. I will try my best to be nice and calm this year. I don't like myself anymore because of this, I am always angry.
3. To improve my relationship with God, I tried this year but again failed.
4. Stop procrastination! I am so guilty with this.
5. I already shared that I am happy on how my finances went for this year, but I'd like to improve more on that. I would like to religiously save at least PHP3,000 per payday. I believe this should be easy for me, since I have been paying Php6,000 per pay day on my loan for the last year. I should be able to stick to this. I kept the amount low, so I can give a little of indulgence for myself this year, maybe some shopping money to spare for myself or little J.
6. To take of myself sometimes and go to spa or salon.
7. To spend at least 1hour per weekday with little J alone, without TV or internet, at least 5hours on weekends.
8. To get in touch with my friends at least once a month.
9. To keep away from sweets and salty food. (This will be the hardest one for me)
10. To smile more, sing and just be happy!

Happy New Year to All of You!




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2 weeks before the wedding

I recently joined the Think Thin Thursdays at notcoblog.blogspot.com. I really need to lose some weight now, since my brother's wedding is in two weeks time. I know I should have tried to lose the weight months before but, as usual I am very lazy and stubborn. So now, I have to go to a crash diet and have to get some Fitness Training It should really not be too hard for me, because I am an atlethe. I used to play volleyball for 9 years and trained for it for 9 nine tears 5 hours a day. But again the important word there is "used to", I really need to go back to shape now. I need to lose at least 20 lbs. I need to check a Product Review about a home video on how to lose some weight.

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Toast Masters

I went to Toast Masters Club yesterday, on the suggestion of my bost. It's for me to develope my confidence more, and maybe enhance my English proficiency. I was hesitant at first, because of a lot things. Time would be one, insterad of going home, I'll have to spend time with this people first than being with my daughter. Then the social thingy, I'm not a very social person. I'm more of an introvert, I keep to myself most of my emotions, maybe that's why I got hooked in blogging. I don't like gathering much, especially with people I dont know very well, but I have to go. It's for my own development, I am very lucky because of all the employees I'm the only one who gets the privilage of joining this club in my companies expense. I'm just nervous, I dont like to meet people, I dont even like them looking at me.
But, my boss is right, I've lost the confidence. How and why this happend is another post.

I arrived just on time, actually a few minutes late about 10mins late, but its ok. I didn't even prepared to look decent, I came in my jeans and over sized, over used black blouse. I was thinking they will be the all made up bunch. The richy, richy, beso-beso kind of group. But Im lucky I was wrong. They are very normal people, dressed in rugged jeans and shirt too. One is an attorney, one is an HR head, then the Finance manager, then a business woman. By profession You'll know that they are on a certain stature, the kind of people that Im afraid to meet. But I was wrong they are very accomodating, friendly and a bunch of wacky people.