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Friday, July 20, 2007

Missing my baby

I am all alone in our Laguna house, very tired from the full day's work. I wanted to sleep but i cant. Jea is in my mind, although I just saw her this morning and I'll see her by tomorrow afternoon, I still miss her so much. Its really hard sleeping without her by my side. I can already imagine tomorrow as I wake up, I will not see her angelic face beside mine, or I may over sleep since she will not be there to wake me up. This really sucks!!! I really cant stand not having her around. I miss her so much that I imagine her talking to me. Saying all the cute stuff she would say when she sees anything interesting. She would say "mommy cat" or "big dog, big dog" or "tita jing's house?". Before she sleeps she would ask me to lie down beside her, and she will only take her bottle if I was the one giving it to her. She would say "ayaw!" when yaya hands it over. Then when she's sleepy already, she will ask "mommy? baby pooh?" her pillow. Then she will point to my pillow and say "mommy! big pooh". When she finished her milk she would say "no more.... mommy, hawak" and she hands the empty bottle to me. Then hugs me and close her eyes. I, on the other hand would say "Mommy.. love you.. nytnyt baby!" Then she will say, "mommy, darling.." asking me to sing the lullaby..

I miss you so much baby!!!! "love you! nyt nyt!"

sleep my darling jea..
jea, will go to sleep..
sleep my darling jea..
jea, will go to sleep..
sleep na and baby ko..
sleep my darling jea..
sleep my darling jea..
jea will go to sleep