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Monday, August 25, 2008

I lost 5lbs!!!!!!

I lost 5lbs already, without doing much. I walk 2 times a week, other than that didn't do anything else. I'm really lazy now when it comes to exercise. And I dont have the time to do that. Next option really is going under the knife.I still need to lose 60lbs more.

I posted a blog few weeks ago about trying to lose weight. But I got insecured about it and kept it as draft only instead of posting it here. I was a ramp model some few years ago, and back then I didn't have a problem on what to wear. Now with at least 50lbs above my normal weight I will need a tummy tuck before I fit in my old clothes. I also have to consider liposuction, sometimes I get desperate that I tell myself that the moment I get enough money I'll do liposuction. Its really frustrating to see myself on the mirror. It would have been a lot better if I've always been big, a little easier to take since I'm so used to it. But no, I was a ramp model for God's sake!

One good thing about getting fat is that I get big breast too, no need for breast augmentation. But wait, if lose all the weight after the liposuction and tummy tuck, I might need that too.

There are a lot of people who will consider that. I would if I have the money or the courage, to go under the knife. There are a lot of not surgical treatments out there too I'm sure rodeo drive offers that too.

47 comments:

Jes said...

wow! a super model =)

Jes said...

that's great that you can loose 5 lbs! =)

Jes said...

you know when i am still attending aero i didnt lose such weight for 3 months!

Jes said...

youre great nga eh!!

Jes said...

and you still need more 30lbs to lose?!?

Jes said...

i am not a super model but i weigh 90lbs when i was still single

Jes said...

but now im 101 lbs already!!!

Jes said...

my tummy is so yuckie!!!

Jes said...

i hate to see myself like this!

Jes said...

esp when i feel like im so panget na and ikinahihiya na ko ng hubby ko =(

Jes said...

i can wear xs sizes before but now im wearing medium sizes!!!!

Jes said...

and sometimes LARGE!!!! argh!!!!

Jes said...

naniniwala ka bang mataba ka na at panget ka na kapag di ka na inaaya ng partner mo sa occassions? naranasan mo n b yun??

Jes said...

i hate myself for being mataba!!!!

Jes said...

people keep on saying im not mataba nmn daw... i dont believe them coz can see it in the mirror!

Jes said...

next year i will try to lose weight again!

Jes said...

i feel so insecure you know...

Jes said...

i know my hubby loves me but this feelings are killing me!

Jes said...

my insecurities giving me a hard time calming myself!

Jes said...

whenever my hubby has an occassion to attend and hes not inviting me....

Jes said...

feeling ko ikinahihiya nya na ko =(

Jes said...

although he's telling me that "kaya di kita iniinvite kasi di pede outsider" =(

Jes said...

i know its true but still there's something in my head that keeps on popping out!

Jes said...

"mataba ka na kasi" , "di kana kasi pang display!"!!!! i hate this thoughts!!!!

Jes said...

i have to go to gym again and make my self healthy and beautiful!!!

Jes said...

and you, GO GIRL!!! make yourself back to its original figure!

Jes said...

gogogo!!!! and be a super model again! =)

Jes said...

being sexy means a lot!

Jes said...

aside from being healthy...it can also boost self confidence!

Jes said...

again go girl!!!! =)

Jes said...

and me too, il wait till this year ends and il start being sexy again!

Sherry said...

walk 2 times a week what a great idea

Sherry said...

how long did you walk?

Sherry said...

if you are working near home it is good idea to walk there

Sherry said...

yeah super model

Sherry said...

I know I need to lose wieght

Sherry said...

Jes I think sitting down put on weight

Sherry said...

Jes what is aero?

Sherry said...

do you mean aerobic?

Sherry said...

I try that before but I was not interested any more

Sherry said...

its so tiring

Sherry said...

funny thought, yesterday sis asking me why my shirt so small

Sherry said...

I told her its XL size

Sherry said...

then I said maybe its the cutting

Sherry said...

you know some designed are just small

Sherry said...

hope lose weight is easy...

Sherry said...

today no newspaper as 26 dec