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Monday, August 25, 2008

I lost 5lbs!!!!!!

I lost 5lbs already, without doing much. I walk 2 times a week, other than that didn't do anything else. I'm really lazy now when it comes to exercise. And I dont have the time to do that. Next option really is going under the knife.I still need to lose 60lbs more.

I posted a blog few weeks ago about trying to lose weight. But I got insecured about it and kept it as draft only instead of posting it here. I was a ramp model some few years ago, and back then I didn't have a problem on what to wear. Now with at least 50lbs above my normal weight I will need a tummy tuck before I fit in my old clothes. I also have to consider liposuction, sometimes I get desperate that I tell myself that the moment I get enough money I'll do liposuction. Its really frustrating to see myself on the mirror. It would have been a lot better if I've always been big, a little easier to take since I'm so used to it. But no, I was a ramp model for God's sake!

One good thing about getting fat is that I get big breast too, no need for breast augmentation. But wait, if lose all the weight after the liposuction and tummy tuck, I might need that too.

There are a lot of people who will consider that. I would if I have the money or the courage, to go under the knife. There are a lot of not surgical treatments out there too I'm sure rodeo drive offers that too.

47 comments:

Mommy Jes said...

wow! a super model =)

Mommy Jes said...

that's great that you can loose 5 lbs! =)

Mommy Jes said...

you know when i am still attending aero i didnt lose such weight for 3 months!

Mommy Jes said...

youre great nga eh!!

Mommy Jes said...

and you still need more 30lbs to lose?!?

Mommy Jes said...

i am not a super model but i weigh 90lbs when i was still single

Mommy Jes said...

but now im 101 lbs already!!!

Mommy Jes said...

my tummy is so yuckie!!!

Mommy Jes said...

i hate to see myself like this!

Mommy Jes said...

esp when i feel like im so panget na and ikinahihiya na ko ng hubby ko =(

Mommy Jes said...

i can wear xs sizes before but now im wearing medium sizes!!!!

Mommy Jes said...

and sometimes LARGE!!!! argh!!!!

Mommy Jes said...

naniniwala ka bang mataba ka na at panget ka na kapag di ka na inaaya ng partner mo sa occassions? naranasan mo n b yun??

Mommy Jes said...

i hate myself for being mataba!!!!

Mommy Jes said...

people keep on saying im not mataba nmn daw... i dont believe them coz can see it in the mirror!

Mommy Jes said...

next year i will try to lose weight again!

Mommy Jes said...

i feel so insecure you know...

Mommy Jes said...

i know my hubby loves me but this feelings are killing me!

Mommy Jes said...

my insecurities giving me a hard time calming myself!

Mommy Jes said...

whenever my hubby has an occassion to attend and hes not inviting me....

Mommy Jes said...

feeling ko ikinahihiya nya na ko =(

Mommy Jes said...

although he's telling me that "kaya di kita iniinvite kasi di pede outsider" =(

Mommy Jes said...

i know its true but still there's something in my head that keeps on popping out!

Mommy Jes said...

"mataba ka na kasi" , "di kana kasi pang display!"!!!! i hate this thoughts!!!!

Mommy Jes said...

i have to go to gym again and make my self healthy and beautiful!!!

Mommy Jes said...

and you, GO GIRL!!! make yourself back to its original figure!

Mommy Jes said...

gogogo!!!! and be a super model again! =)

Mommy Jes said...

being sexy means a lot!

Mommy Jes said...

aside from being healthy...it can also boost self confidence!

Mommy Jes said...

again go girl!!!! =)

Mommy Jes said...

and me too, il wait till this year ends and il start being sexy again!

Sherry Go Sharing said...

walk 2 times a week what a great idea

Sherry Go Sharing said...

how long did you walk?

Sherry Go Sharing said...

if you are working near home it is good idea to walk there

Sherry Go Sharing said...

yeah super model

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I know I need to lose wieght

Sherry Go Sharing said...

Jes I think sitting down put on weight

Sherry Go Sharing said...

Jes what is aero?

Sherry Go Sharing said...

do you mean aerobic?

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I try that before but I was not interested any more

Sherry Go Sharing said...

its so tiring

Sherry Go Sharing said...

funny thought, yesterday sis asking me why my shirt so small

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I told her its XL size

Sherry Go Sharing said...

then I said maybe its the cutting

Sherry Go Sharing said...

you know some designed are just small

Sherry Go Sharing said...

hope lose weight is easy...

Sherry Go Sharing said...

today no newspaper as 26 dec