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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Time to start

I got slight fever last night and because of this im not eating as much as I always do. And I stumbled on Lizziness while blog hopping, and I read some of her diet goal plans. Suddenly, I got inspired to go on a diet as well. I gained about 60lbs from the time before I had my daughter. My normal weight should be around 135lbs since I’m tall. I believe im now about 180lbs++ , don’t know exactly since I haven’t weighed myself in years. Actually I didn’t gain weight when I was pregnant, in fact I actually lose about 20lbs for the first 7months. I only weighed around 140lbs when I gave birth, that’s already including the baby, and all the other slimy thingy in my tummy with the baby.

Before I got pregenant, im actually on the heavy side already, at least for my standards at that time. Since I was ramp modeling back in the olden days, I’m used to weighing about 100lbs for my 5”8” height. So by calculations, you can already see that I’m underweight. Going up at 120lbs is already fat for me at that time. Then, I focused on my studies, quit modeling. Then focused on my thesis, quit sports and exercise. Then I focused on my board exam, quit diet, exercise all together. So, after all those things, without even noticing I’m already 130lbs, still not bad. In fact its, ideal for my height.

Then I fell in love, got pregnant, lost my boyfriend, lost my job, lost my friends, got depressed, got paranoid, got lazy, got angry, got all the problems in the world. And who was there to keep me sane? Other than my family, my beautiful baby and some new friends, Ice Cream was there for me. I got a job in a shopping mall as a mall architect. With all the bad food very accessible to me, I didn’t other to stop, ate, ice cream almost everyday of my life, all the other delicious food just right in front of me everyday.

So there, I gained 50lbs, while working in that mall. 50lbs in 1 year. Then I left the mall, got another job, then another, then, another. I didn’t lose the weight, just kept on gaining some more.
Now, I’d like to be fit for so many reasons…

38 comments:

Sreisaat said...

Hi Sis, don't worry... hindi ka nag-iisa! I'm barely 5'2" but my weight is -- well, unstoppable -- kasi bumibigat pa rin ako ng bumibigat no matter what I do!

Btw, I have a tag waiting for you... come visit my blog when you have the time :)

Sherry Go Sharing said...

wow you are taller than me.

Sherry Go Sharing said...

me 5'3 only

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I weight over more now

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I think aging is the cost

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I envy ppl that stay the same

Sherry Go Sharing said...

time to start lose weight

Sherry Go Sharing said...

oh yeah I can't find your tag..

Sherry Go Sharing said...

always forgot to tell you

Sherry Go Sharing said...

you are strong now :)

Sherry Go Sharing said...

everyone have sad moment

Sherry Go Sharing said...

no worry think of future now

Sherry Go Sharing said...

Jea is your love of life now

Sherry Go Sharing said...

time to start a new life

Sherry Go Sharing said...

time to start comment for me

Mommy Jes said...

wow you are tall!!!!

Mommy Jes said...

dont worry exercise will hepp you lose weight!

Mommy Jes said...

you can enroll some classes like aero or taebo!

Mommy Jes said...

i still dont know wre to start also...im only 5'2" but im 101 lbs =(

Mommy Jes said...

how i wish i could gain my weight before na 90lbs

Mommy Jes said...

i wanted to be as slim as before =)

Mommy Jes said...

i wanted to look like a sister of my daughter someday hehehe =)

Mommy Jes said...

sometimes being fat makes you look like you're old =)

Mommy Jes said...

i wanted to wear sleeveless, fitted shirts ....

Mommy Jes said...

how i wish!!!!

Sherry Go Sharing said...

Jes its true fat make me looks old

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I see mirror so fat.. so sad

Sherry Go Sharing said...

exercise is nice but i no do

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I sit more than walk

Sherry Go Sharing said...

fat make me do things slow

Sherry Go Sharing said...

bad for health too

Sherry Go Sharing said...

sometime I feel chest pain

Sherry Go Sharing said...

I tell myself must not be like this

Sherry Go Sharing said...

Jes is slim

Sherry Go Sharing said...

you know when they see my sis they said she is younger than me

Sherry Go Sharing said...

so sad to hear that

Sherry Go Sharing said...

fact is she is older than me

Sherry Go Sharing said...

my sis slim but me not